Hi,i'm back..Long while has'nt came back,do u miss me??=DWell,There's many happenings around me all this while..Primary school to secondary school..Missing Primary school's life n hav my brand new secondary school's life..Actually,i really miss my primary schools days,primary schools time,primary schools friends,etc..

Eventually,i hated ppl of those 'kinds' haha..erm,i dont really like my sec sch mates..tat's my real words n real feel..there r many of those 'kinds' in my sec sch mates..erm,n another thing i dont like is tat there is someone i hated for a long time in my former class..recently,i told my friend now tat i dont like n i hated most in my class is tat someone..hated tat someone 4 a period of 7 years..7 years back,i was pri 1..at tat time,tat someone was together with many ppl..We were all friends,we were a gangs of friends..guys n grls,all jointed..it was my first n last time i had so much friends n played almost everyday n loved sports..

But things just dont go my way...Things just went other way round..tat someone i was talking abt,nt only be my classmate in pri 1 n now,sec 1..there is times we were classmates too..just tat it was'nt the form class(eng class)..if it was,i would/might had hated tat someone more than it was last time round..well,we had gone to the same mt class(chinese)..but i just dont care abt tat person..i just go away from tat person,just treat tat person like as if tat person does nt exist..

Tat person n the gangs of so called 'friends' had left me a deep cut tat will never recover again in my life..it would always be an ugly disgrace n disgust in my life..the pain;the hurt;the feel;the hate;the ugly site..

I've always been asking myself why,but i just cant think of an reason..i've thought it for 7 years,but just could'nt come up wif any ideas,any reasons,any watever..i always wanted to know why..but no one i could ask..i always wanted to know the reason,but no one wanted to tell me..i always wanted to know the truth..but none knew..

It would be great if someone could tell me why..especially the master head of this..why do the master head do this to me??why did everyone listen to the master head,but not me??where did i let down tat master head??why am i supposed to suffer this??Why??WHy??WHY??i am just a 7 years old kid,but why do i just hav to go through such a tragic??

Todays me,a big part of the reason of my change will be the cause of this..only a small part comes from the guy adam louise,when we were in pri 3..the things all came..in such a short time..i became a person who is cold-blooded,unhappy,gloomy,moody,unkind,etc..所谓,冷血;无情。i had became a person who does not allow myself getting hurt,does nt allow my friends getting hurt,but allow my enemy gets all the hurt..i started fighting,scolding all sorts of words..i became a bad girl in everyone's eyes..i bullies my enemy..my enemy was being beaten n eventually,he lost to me..he was indeed strong fighter,but wif the hate in pri 1,i putted in all my feels,all my hate,n so,i won..i treated my enemy,adam,as if is the master head of the cause of my unhappiness..my loving;my warming;my happiness;my smile;my trust..all changed..

Well..tat is long..i'll be stopping here..haha..erm,anyway,it's truely a deep n ugly cut tat leaves forever in my life..tat person in my current class,must be thankful tat i've changed..coz i wanted to feel happy more so i stopped the fight straight after adam had left,n the coldness towards others..but the hate,had not changed..if i was the old self,tat person would be in a sad view n in a serious trouble now..so,i'll end here,n hoped we'll be splited next year..as i'm hating tat person more this years coz of the behavior n watever that dont goes my way n feel..

By ending this post,i'm glad tat i hav 2 gd friends now..actually i only wanted 1,but eventually i accepted two of them..hope we'll be gd friends forever,n hoped they wouldn'nt betray me..
Sweet always~~